So much time has passed since last I wrote that I hardly know where to start! One major news story that is intriguing me at the moment is about the wife of the new Bank of England Governor,
Diana Carney.
I now know a lot more about teabags, thanks to the story about her in the
Daily Mail.
Well, teabags are maybe not a major headache, but as my partner said, at least we use the Clipper Organic unbleached kind. A few environmental brownie points or should that be greenie? .Also I shall enjoy learning from her
blog on natural products! She even wrote recently about drains. You don't hear so much about that in the national press.
Funnily enough, out in the garden today, John and I discussed having an awning and/or a pergola or a conservatory. Drains and guttering are not subjects I've had much interest in up to now. But to have an awning, we'd need to move a drain. It's just a drain from the guttering so all it really drains is rain water. I had never thought about it before. It joins the waste water drain. We discussed having a rainwater tank.
I remember one of those from childhood, it was just a big open barrell really.
John pointed out that we are getting the rainwater from next door's roof as well. So a lot of rainwater would come our way. He says it would have to be piped down to the garden, and it might overflow and make the garden too wet.
At the moment the rainwater is added to the waste water and it's all treated to become our communal drinking water. it seems a bit wasteful.
There is more to find out about the water cycle
here For now, I'm just surprised to learn that Thames Water's 8.8 million customers use on average 157 litres
per day. I keep looking for the point that makes it 15.7 but it is not there. The government's target is 130 litres. That's still a lot of water, surely!
However what is even more on my mind is...defining green and my ideal green lifestyle.
For me, being green is not just about the products and the practical aspects, important though they are. It'a about a life that is lived in harmony with natural rythms and what just feels good.
Does it seem natural to work facing a computer screen for 9 or 10 hours a day?
That is a reality for me at the moment and it is one reason for not writing here so much. I have quite well paid work, financially, but it does require gazing at a computer screen and reading for long periods of time.
There is
a piece of legislation which says that work should include time not spent in front of a screen! I could perhaps call my 5 minutes away, thinking time. For sure my ability to process information deteriorates after 3 hours solid screen gazing.
I have to achieve a "quota" of analysing sets of data, and so far I have not met the target. I'm inching towards it.
That means...a lot of small things. I work with invisible blinkers. I do not want people to interrupt me, even for a few seconds. I don't stop to go to the loo, hardly drink water, have to make myself have a lunch break or any kind of break. I'd love to be able to pop to a local green space for a peaceful 20 minutes, but I have not found one yet. Not good, and I don't mean just for me...as a
recent study by the University of Exeter shows that having access to a green space is important for urban dwellers' wellbeing. About a third as important as being married.
Work life balance at the moment is heavily out of kilter.
However, what bothers me most about all of this, is that I am so willing to undergo this regime! I feel driven to meet the targets. I don't want the interaction with colleagues. I don't mind not speaking to anyone. It is almost a relief!
But, on a day off, I get some perspective. Is this what I want for the rest of my life? Is this natural? How is it affecting my body? Do I really not care about communication with others?
I commute for about 3 hours a day, with two changes each way. For some of the journey I have to stand.
None of this is natural. To work in a noisy open plan office, where I don't need or want direct contact with almost any of the people, has a soul numbing effect.
People become nuisances, so I avoid eye contact or much connection in case I am engaged in conversation and waste time.
This is a long way from work as a cooperative, creative endeavour. It has a tendency to shut down the sensitive parts of me, so I feel almost as much of a machine as the computer at which I work.
So it was a gift this week, when a passenger standing on the train collapsed. He recovered but not before people took steps to help him. Calling for help, giving him water, helping him sit up, and someone went with him off the train at his stop to make sure he was all right.
Suddenly we were a cooperative, concerned group of people trying to help someone. That is natural. Thank goodness.
This morning I sat in the garden and enjoyed the quiet. A beautiful summer's day, with the rambling roses at their peak. Such a rare treat! Leaving home at 7.30am, returning home at 8.30pm...and this week working on a Sunday because there are quotas to meet, that is all not natural.
There are better ways, more natural ways of living. I will continue as I am for a while, and be grateful for the positives within it. But I don't want to lose sight of the fact that none of us were put on earth to be sat in front of computers from dawn to dusk, no matter what the purpose of that activity is.
(And we are going to look into the possibility of a solar powered rainwater pond as a stunning water feature in the garden. And it still seems strange to add rainwater to waste water and treat it all and send it back, when the rain water could be used directly. But I'm no scientist and there are doubtless good reasons for it.
And that's quite enough screen time for my one day off this week!)
